yay~!2B class outing tomorrow!~! going to the beach~! how long have you not seen a brown minghui?! hahahaha =p
but suddenly i realise something that i suppose i should have known earlier.. some friends get closer as time passes, some are still close, but no longer on the same frequency, and so perhaps are meant to drift away inevitably.haiz..
a week at work passes quickly, and pay day is here! =D

took leave today, so happy i did. i didnt have to move 1000+ dusty files.. haha =D
dear cooked for me today-spaghetti with meatballs,prawn salad, and cream of chicken soup~! happy 1 year 3rd month anniversary darling~! i love you!!
pay day is arriving soon, i'm so so glad..
one day this weekend will go to 2b, one day for tingyan's birthday celebration, next saturday will go to cds drama competition, i keep fearing i will have a clash in my schedule,but i think i'm just paranoid..
had my final theory test today, and i made gen nervous again by arriving sharply at 2pm, haha sorry girl=p well, it's her bad luck to take the test with me.. hoping we'll both pass.. hahah and hong waited for me after her driving lesson, and so we settled tingyan's present..=)
i have made up my mind, really, believe me.. and i've decided that falling.mid is still the best tune for the skin. hahaha=p it's soothing la!~!!

i cant wait to be a student again..sian. work tomorrow.

oh ya, i usually dont switch on my handphone on sundays, and at night, i usually switch it off. so please, forgive me if i dont reply. =p

yay~! i got the NTU acceptance letter le-chemical engineering~! but now i'm in a dilemma, NUS or NTU? on the Goh family side(my mum's), all the graduates are from NTU, and obviously they support their alma mater. haha, but nevermind,i've lotsa time to consider, though NUS hasnt sent me a letter!!
i have to pass my FTT this wed! ah~study~!

a peek into the future-could this be my thoughts then? minus away the 16year old daughter at 36, and a second baby on its way...hmmm i wonder
http://www.momlady.blogspot.com

one day i should sit both my parents down, facing each other, and i myself will sit in the centre, holding a "STOP" sign and a "GO" sign. they need to pay more attention to what the other is saying, and really listen. or else, they can never communicate well without anger. haiz

i just never blog for how many days, and people post like 2 posts already. but when i frequently check the blogs, there are no updates. always like that. just wanna tell chein ning to continue to be xingfu, and one week really isnt that unbearable=p evan, i noe it's hard but take care of yourself k darling? qiuling, look on the bright side of life, cheer up=) dear take care of yourself okie? and dont eat too many sweets!!!

i now think that people who complain are unhappy, not the other way round.so i shall constantly remind myself not to complain, and to smile, cause i have many reasons to. =) crystal jade tomorrow~! but broke. =p

ah~! i've really overspent by too much so far!! saddened.will just have to tighten my belt, and dont spend so much for the remainder of the month.. =( now i just realise that thrift really is a wonderful virtue and to see my account balance deplete.. blea

i think my mother portrays a rather strict and scary image to my friends..but she really is nice =) anyway, yesterday gen and i walked miles from ikea to queensway shopping centre and back again to queenstown mrt. blea, and gen keep thinking she's a car, or rather a driver. kept looking at the traffic light for drivers, and when it turns green, she proceeds to cross the road, when she's obviously a pedestrian. haha couldnt stop laughing.=p
crystal jade next week, but i'm broke, and i think i overwithdraw money recently. it's falling to pre-pay level, and i think my brother just got scolded this morning for overspending. ah~!money~!you cant live without it~!

when you miss someone extremely much, and you get to see him, you feel so loved so happy. but when it is time to say goodbye, i just wanna linger in his arms more... no spaghetti today, but i know it'll be soon~!

went out with qiuling yesterday, always so happy to see her. talked alot while eating marche. i think we're both happy now, with a job and a stable relationship with a loving boyfriend. but money is always not enough hahaha~ wanted to roam orchard but i stay punggol! why? and ya, why is my left shoulder longer than my right? =(

i think the taiwan trip is almost confirmed le--yay~!!!!!~!!!!~!~!!!~!~ wahaha =)*grinz*

you should have a boyfriend only if you want to spend your days loving him, sharing his joys and sorrow.not cause of other people's opinions. and so what if you never had a boyfriend? it's just that someone lucky and smart enough hasnt come around to know that you're a beautiful person, in and out.

saturday tomorrow!and i'm going ikea, and shopping after that~! hence tonight i'm typing typing typing~! =p

everytime i make u upset i hate myself..haiz

i thought my dad, from a parent's point of view, would tell me that there is not only one guy that is suitable for me, that i should still keep my options open. at least this is what my mum says. but what my dad says is, only one guy can give me happiness, and only him, no one else. to be with any other guy, i can still be happy occasionally, but not eternally blissful. and from what he continued to say, the most important trait in his future son-in-law is responsibility. he must be strong in the face of adversity, and not be afraid to suffer hardship to bring about better days.

going out this sat with gen~! =)

can broke people dont be so greedy not? why the hell must they steal my shoes? assholes. 3rd driving lesson much better than the first 2..this instructor doesnt make me so stressed..=) didnt go to work today, for the sake of my brother's laptop. all in all, a happy day =D i shall sleep early today! i wanna see qiuling hahaha

slacking at home again.. go out only why is it so hard? haiz.. no mood to do anything, just wanna rot. my poor bro, so sad.. my dear, sick.. haiz haiz haiz

i dun think sylvester sim xiang long is singapore's answer to jay! stop comparing them la, i dun like sly lor.. hahah gonna tio k by ql =p

the revelation my mum made the other day weighs on me..i think my parents are starting to destroy each other..scary..

perhaps i would work every saturday, cause my job scope is super slack. haha but today, the family outing failed to go as planned. daddy forgot to switch off slow cooker, and so my poor suffering brother, already about to meet us, had to take a cab home. and so we shall venture out again tomorrow..

i think dear's hp battery flat le..never reply me.. i miss him~! =p

thank god my stomachache ended le..but i still want sth warm to hug! =p

tmr hope to go escape theme park de, cos i read in today that entry is free! but not sure la..n i promise my bro tt we (inc my dear) would be going sim lim look at laptop.. =D

lesson later! hope to quickly bk lesson in daytime n more frequently!

the question i ask not stupid what- how come you love me so much? i always make you angry n upset, not sensitive to your feelings..so why?

i got a random thought, but it's just gibberish..and juxtapose:- put (things) side by side =p

i hope to go taiwan! but i'm not sure if the plan will go through, cause pa dun wanna go, and my bro would already be studying..and it wouldnt be a family trip if they're not going, which was the original idea for the trip. ma wanted a last family trip, cause we're both growing up too fast for time to stop.

and ya, i'm being morbid..but if any of my immediate family dies, i'll probably never be the same smiley person again.. i'll feel like a part of me has died, i love them so much lor!

ah! i may be working till july! hahaha so long!!!! =p uni life better be fun! i will make it fun! =D

Ah! more PM2S today! but i'm feeling much better...all thanks to dear's woods' peppermint cough syrup!=)
ms congeniality was funny.. haha.. get together more often la!

down with flu, cough and i think a fever is next on the menu..i did not mean to be unreasonable. but i just heck care when i'm sick. 3 days continuously we've had this kind of silence, it bugs me.

my first driving lesson proves what i have always known--my coordination skills suck la!=(